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The practice of gratitude is essential to me. Even in the chemotherapy room with my husband, I found moments of love, beauty, and kindness.
Thank you for this beautiful piece, Ann. I got to know you during those hard days of adjusting and suffering with your mom. You struggled and you stayed. You’ve done so much to help others with dementia since. My mother and I had powerful moments of soul contact and dream-like conversations expressing deep love during her many years of Alzheimer’s. Yes, chocolate ice cream always brought a smile.
Thank you, Iraida. I apologize that it took so long for me to find your comment. I’m grateful your parents had/have that kind of love and it’s wonderful you were raised surrounded by it. Blessings.
Sandy, it still helps me when I read something that reflects my feelings and other-world experiences following my husband’s death, so your comment makes me feel connected to you. It also makes me feel I’ve done my job as a writer. Thank you so much for taking time to comment. I’m so sorry your husband died and how hard it is to lose that primary relationship.. May the Love live on.
I knew I had the gift of a wonderful relationship (complete with kindness, honesty, everyday irritations when two egos rub against each other, and a shared spiritual path). Not everyone is half so fortunate. I also learned early on that Love stayed if I wasn’t afraid to feel the fierce grief. The grief softened in time, although it’s still there after 10 years. In some ways, the Love is stronger than ever. I think Grace is the perfect word. Transformed by grief and Grief transform...
I knew I had the gift of a wonderful relationship (complete with kindness, honesty, everyday irritations when two egos rub against each other, and a shared spiritual path). Not everyone is half so fortunate. I also learned early on that Love stayed if I wasn’t afraid to feel the fierce grief. The grief softened in time, although it’s still there after 10 years. In some ways, the Love is stronger than ever. I think Grace is the perfect word. Transformed by grief and Grief transformed.
Wow! I’m weeping as I read your message. My heart ached in the most physical way in the weeks and months after my husband’s death. You received an image of the “sacred heart” to last a lifetime. An unforgettable image of the power of Love. We feel ripped in two as though half of us or more is gone forever but in time we realize things were rearranged and now we hold them in the deepest and sweetest part of our heart. When we call on them, they are always there.
And thank you for sharing yours.
Thank you. I’ve studied world philosophies under the wings of many teachers. One of my first teachers, although I did not meet him in the body, was Ramana Maharshi. I also went to India three times to spend weeks sitting with Sri Sankaracharya. I have been deeply transformed in the ten years since my husband’s death. Death and Love are our ultimate teachers. Thanks for sending the article. I’ll have a look.
I’ve meditated and studied since the late 1960s, so had lots of support from that background.. I felt immediate gratitude and made it a practice to find beauty, kindness, and goodness in life every day. The day my husband died, I came home to fields bursting with purple blossoms. I knew life was good and an opportunity, even though it hurt. My husband died in 2008, so I’ve had time to digest this experience. The first few years, I walked to the place where his ashes were buried ev...
I’ve meditated and studied since the late 1960s, so had lots of support from that background.. I felt immediate gratitude and made it a practice to find beauty, kindness, and goodness in life every day. The day my husband died, I came home to fields bursting with purple blossoms. I knew life was good and an opportunity, even though it hurt. My husband died in 2008, so I’ve had time to digest this experience. The first few years, I walked to the place where his ashes were buried every day and let the feelings flow. I still go there when I need support. My love for him remains as does grief, but I feel that love/grief as support and a reminder of the nature of life and mortality.
As I said in my TEDx talk, “Love and Grief are a package deal.” That idea is as important ten years later because there have been more losses because all is impermanent. So on we go on this path, receiving lessons and learning that love and kindness matter more than anything. I’m glad you have the blessing of a deep love. I never forget that I had/have that blessing, too.
Thank you, Cintia. I’ve learned a lot by looking closely at death (my husband and my parents) and also from hospice bereavement work. Being aware of mortality helps me remember what matters. Thanks so much for the hug and kindness. A virtual hug to you, Elaine
Those are two huge gifts, Gina. I’m glad you received them because both give comfort and help us live well when people who are dear to us have died. Before his death, my husband said to me, “If you love yourself just half as much as I love you, you’ll be all right.” I’ve been saying those words to myself for nearly eight years. Thanks so much for your comment.
It was beautiful for both of us and everyone in the room, Ann. We were all dabbing at our wet eyes. He had lost so much, but wasn’t focused on that. He was only nterested in what he’d been able to give for love. thanks for taking time to comment.
Beautiful reflections, Anna. Of course, I need the lessons as much as anyone, which is why I was so deeply impressed by this gentleman and his desire to tell his love story. One of the few good things about my husband’s illness and my deep grief after his death was the need for endless doing stopped for a while.
Thank you for your response, Saoirse. The tender heart-open feelings in this elderly man brought out equally tender feelings in everyone there. I expected him to express his sorrow and loneliness, but that’s not what he wanted to share and he wouldn’t let anything stop him–not his cough or my deafness.. He had so much to teach everyone in the room (hospice volunteers, people from the cancer center in Ithaca, and other grievers). The small library basement became a sacred spa...
Thank you for your response, Saoirse. The tender heart-open feelings in this elderly man brought out equally tender feelings in everyone there. I expected him to express his sorrow and loneliness, but that’s not what he wanted to share and he wouldn’t let anything stop him–not his cough or my deafness.. He had so much to teach everyone in the room (hospice volunteers, people from the cancer center in Ithaca, and other grievers). The small library basement became a sacred space. A Network for Grateful Living is the perfect place for this piece.
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