Grateful for the fact I meal-planned today. I got up and went to the grocery store after looking at healthy recipes that inspired me to cook. I love the fact that I did not waste my Sunday in bed, but instead did something that will make my week go a tad bit smoother. I am grateful for the messages I’ve been receiving this past week on destiny and life purpose. They let me know that I do not have to force things or beat myself up. I am grateful for my health, this body and my determination to continue treating myself and my life with respect.

This is a very hard one for me. I recently broke up with my best friend of six years, and I’m feeling very isolated in my life. I think the message for me this year is to learn how to present and loving for myself. I’ve wanted so badly to be first to everyone. To be the best, most lovable person. For people to want me. I’ve realized today even my spirituality has been based on being wanted more than others – this time not by humans, but by God (crazy, I know lol). So, I guess the best way I can be a good friend to others (which I’m realizing I’ve never ever really been) is to be a good friend to myself. And to be honest – I have no idea how to start, but maybe writing this and recognizing this gaping hole in my heart is the first step.