I am optimistic when I can let my ego get out of the way and surrender my life to doing God’s work. He always takes me to the right place, I always receive gifts greater than I could imagine. I have no idea how this happens, I wish it happened more often.

Living with uncertainty of everything and still going forward. As a child my family was always uncertain and I now realize I was always trying to control my surroundings to feel safe, Now everything is uncertain and I am forced to trust.

That’s funny you said that, I feel the same way in that city. I live in LA and ave gone back 4 times in a year just to feel that.

How did it become a regular pattern for you?