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Gratefulness
I am still alive. I am breathing. I am seeing. I am hearing. I am feeling. Thank you God
Self compassion when God keeps silent and sometimes, ironical .
I have put my life in God’s hand. Everyday I say: “Your will is my wil. Your will is done trough me in this day”. The problem is that I only receive bad news. My enemies, people that have been lying against me in the Court are winning. They a are taking everything from me and I run the risk to loose the house I live in. They have already taken one house of mine. I do not know what God wants from me. Is He preparing me to loose everything and live in the streets, like a beggar.? I do not...
I have put my life in God’s hand. Everyday I say: “Your will is my wil. Your will is done trough me in this day”. The problem is that I only receive bad news. My enemies, people that have been lying against me in the Court are winning. They a are taking everything from me and I run the risk to loose the house I live in. They have already taken one house of mine. I do not know what God wants from me. Is He preparing me to loose everything and live in the streets, like a beggar.? I do not understand love’s God and His will. Is He cynical? Does He protect rich people ’cause they are smart and tithe more than I can? I need to be introduced to this God that is parcial and feels pleasure in punishing.
Life is impermanent. Yes. It doesn’t bother me. But have I enjoyed life as a present given to me? That’s what is bothering me. I have been loosing precious moments in messy thoughts and impulsive actions. I have lost precious opportunities and precious people. Life has been generous to me. I am so sorry for loosing the best and grabbing the worst.
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