feeling inspired by nature is a good one .. or feeling inspired by learning new things

Laugh? I don’t make people laugh very often or often enough. This is due to the condition of my circumstances. I placed an ad for friends. Is this pathetic? If so … so be it.. I want to bring joy into another persons orbit. I’m always the one laughing it seems like.. anyways good question.

to be kind is generous and cherishable. its not adorable. its gracious and heart felt at times and other times its common. being kind is from good breeding. if your truly kind your not evil spirited, you don’t have meanness in your bones because kindness overrides it, usually. not reflecting on exact kindnesses received just the overall quality.

the opposite is the complexity . we all desire chaos naturally. in any given moment I think the fast paced environment keeps us from appreciating the stillness .. our thoughts jump from one thing to the next without us being able to slow them down at times. we may be very busy and there simply isn’t enough time in place.

if I’m remembered the way I choose I will be triumphant .. overcoming. I want to be someone who didn’t let life pass them by and really lived to the fullest. Even though I don’t contribute to many causes or anything like that id like to do something or leave a footprint in humanity .. there are other facets to this question but it would be to long of an entry.