Fear…I am such a fearful person.Afraid of driving (though I do it,) afraid of not measuring up at work (although I do my job,) afraid, afraid, afraid. It would be so peaceful just to let it go. I’m a-tryin’!

I’m learning from a friend who is teaching me how to relax and be content where you are and with what you have. She does her crosswords, reads celebrity bios, watches old Dick Cavett shows. I’ve been her friend for awhile; but it recently occurred to me, “I can learn from her,” and it’s not so much what she does but how she does it, with a sense of contentment and stability.

A recent reading in my 12-step program that brought home to me that happiness, joy and peace can be a part of my daily experience – and that God is in that.

My life is pretty ordinary: I work mostly at home, so while I love my redecorated apt. it can get old always being here. My cat Lucy lives here too – again, pretty ordinary. I guess what’s going on in my heart – aided by this site, the people on it and their comments – can make it “extraordinary” and what’s funny is most days it is!

I read something in one of my daily meditation books that seems apropos: I have enough hope (a wise friend said a man can’t live without hope,) fellowship, good health. I have felt fleeting moments of contentment (very unsettling, actually!) when I knew I didn’t need for anything.

I guess go with the flow. I have a very changeable job. I’m getting better with going with the flow; but I think it’s what I need. Look forward to seeing others’ responses.

So many who are suffering right now – in my own life, friends and family. Also – me!!

My family has always described me as honest. Friends have said I am quiet. In social situations (like last night,) I have always viewed this as a liability. It’s an old, old belief (is it true?) Others have said I’m a good listener; and I am.

The tool of “what is my part” is an invaluable tool in my 12-step program. I do it (like everything else!) imperfectly!

Wow, what freedom that would be!! Gotta try it.

Wow, Kevin, what a nice piece–words & pix. I am one of 8 sisters so I know whereof I speak! 🙂

I believe I am cherishing life’s journey by choosing a spiritual path. Life finally means so much to me that I am willing, one day–sometimes one minute–at a time to follow this challenging path. Believe it is the best use of my “resources.”

Keep tryin’!!

Greater emotional & spiritual growth – as challenging as that can be sometimes!

You know she is, Aine. We both can learn!

Thanks, Gargi!

And to you Ursula! Thanks.

Thanks Anita!

Beautiful, Kevin. You are indeed blessed!

Thanks so much for your response, Mary! Will give the website a try.

Christina