What fears are getting in the way of fully appreciating the fact that I am alive today?

What fears are getting in the way of fully appreciating the fact that I am alive today?

Well firstly, the “fears getting in the way” are either cleaver elementals or emotions generated by anxiety which is generated by the egoism of the Temporary personality …….those possibilities haven’t shown up yet so I will have to wait and watch for it.

In the meantime I will post this quote from Br David’s “Deeper then Words” which explains precisely how I, as an Essene Christian, will knowingly be the “Watcher”.

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“Greek statues typically have a support leg and a free leg. Beginners in self-awareness stand with their support leg firmly in their ego consciousness. The goal of spiritual training is to shift our weight until the center of gravity rests in the true Self-our Buddha nature, as Buddhists would say; other traditions use other expressions. Saint Paul writes, “I live, yet no longer I, but Christ lives in me” (Galatians 2:20). Try to feel your way inside toward that core of yourself where you are the Watcher who is not your thoughts but can watch them. This going-inward unveils your Self to yourself-your Christself. The more we identify with this reality, the more we become uniquely ourselves and, at the same time, one with all others. Only this Self can “believe” in the full sense; only our true Self can trust unconditionally.”